Heat

why... does it have to be so hot out??!! i'm melting here, hello, someone come save me!

88 degrees farenheit!

Love Quotes

trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. - anonymous

real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself. - anonymous

i thought i loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is. - anonymous

don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. don't ever say you don't love him until you can't let him go. - anonymous

how can i forget you when you're always on my mind? how can i not want you when you're all i want inside? how can i let you go when i can't see us apart? how can i not love you when you control my heart? - anonymous

i thought that by telling myself and everyone that i hated you, that sooner or later i would come to believe it. but i now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more. - anonymous

what do you live for when all you were living for is gone? - anonymous

losing you is like losing my heart. - anonymous

they say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again... i say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again. - anonymous

you said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when i cried? - anonymous

if you live to be 100, i hope i live to be 100 minus 1 day, so i never have to live without you. - a. a. milnes

to the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world. - anonymous

you say you love me, but after i say i'll love you forever you decide it's not enough for YOU and leave. why this one time did you stop thinking of ME? - jennifer

Friendship Quotes

sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down. - anonymous

even though we've changed and we're finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends. - anonymous

a friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are. - anonymous

truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. - anonymous

true friends stab you in the front. - oscar wilde

don't walk in front of me; i may not follow. don't walk behind me; i may not lead. just walk beside me and be my friend. - albert camus

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. - anonymous

true friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable. - david tyson gentry

true friendship isn't about behind there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not. - anonymous

when you find someone who will come back to you even after you've hurt them you've found a friend for life... and your soul mate. - jennifer

Break Up

candy is something you can overdose on. with love you can't and it's just as sweet - author kept hidden

i can't cry.

Friends

i wanted to post a blog about friends. not just my friends, but friendships in general. because, whether you like it or not, somehow these people you love so much right now will be with you forever... even if you don't talk with them at all for five years.
as much as you love them, you have to realize something here... they love you just as much, if not more. you are special to them the way they mean so much to you, and there is no denial with that. you can be friends with anybody you want to... and i'll have to say, it's their loss if they don't accept.
i love you all! xoxo

p.s. i also wanted to post a quote too... but there were so many ones i liked about friendships that i didn't know which one to pick - so i'll blog them all later.

Summer... Plans?

maybe i'm crazy but i don't really look forward to summer. i find it increasingly boring as the weeks pass and i'll probably get to the point where i can't stand it anymore. then when there's an opportunity offered to me... i don't really feel like taking it, either. it's like i'm unwillingly stuck here but don't want to leave. it's actually quite frustrating...
i guess i'm just stuck emailing, IMing, blogging, and writing book reviews (no, really) for the whole summer. i also get homework for goodness' sake.
the only plusses i can think of right now are hanging out with my friends once a week (usually), a church conference/meeting thing in july, and a junior youth retreat in august.
oh well, i guess i'll just learn to live with it.

Night

i know it might be late for some of you, but this is normally when i go to sleep on fridays or just any day of the week; especially during the summer. of course, during sleep-overs, it's much later - if i even sleep at all. which, normally, i don't. because there is just way too much to talk about when you're with your friends. but that's a bit off topic.
a lot of the time with me, when there's something new i tend to use it a lot - for a while. such as this blog... i just started it today and i'll probably post at least once a day; but after a while if there's nothing new in a week or so, don't be alarmed - i probably didn't die :), i'm just "taking a break". it might annoy some of you but i guess that's just what i do (sorta like the poetic thing). don't worry, i'll be back. i'm probably just trying something new - for the billionth time.
but then again, don't we all?
good night.

Routine

the less routine the more life. - amos bronson alcott

sometimes when your life falls into routine it can start to feel monotonous. routine isn't always bad but i even admit that i can get to hate it sometimes. it just gets so... boring you don't feel like doing what you're normally "supposed" to do. a tip with that? mix up your daily activities a little bit - do this here, and that there... but don't forget you still have to do them all!
i have to leave soon for Bible study so i'll talk to you guys later.

Awakening

i think... i don't exactly want this to be profound, or whatever, but i guess i can't help it. some people say everything about me is really poetic... and sure, i guess that's true. to be honest, i don't always try to do what i do - haha - but i guess it just fits. sorta like the way some people can be so harsh on the outside but then you get to know them and find that they really aren't like that. i don't know, it's like me being poetic and stuff makes me who i am.
maybe... poetry makes me, me.
truthfully? i don't think i ever realized that before. it all goes with an awakening. i think i really needed that. i'm not all perfect... maybe i just need to wake up and take a look around me.