More on Happy Halloween

urgh. so the happy halloween - wonderfuly hyperlinked for your use - post was supposed to be at 12am october 31, HALLOWEEN, but... blogger doesn't exactly follow my laptop's time. it's just a few seconds off. dot, dot, dot.
but anyway. so i have to practice piano earlier today 'cause we have to get the lights off and pretend we're not home while we eat dinner, 'cause according to my dad, "it gets dark at 6:40pm". cough, cough. okay, dad... so then right after dinner we sneak out the house to church - XD - and anyone who sees us will think we're going trick or treating, which isn't good, but at least they won't know we're actually home, because we won't be! haha.
every year we stay inside, put a coat or something, strategically hung in front of the window on the door. turn off all the lights, and yeah, there you have it... we hide! when i was younger my brother and i wore our winter coats, pretended we were bats and built a fort. yeah, really.
i don't do that anymore. haha.
halloween dance/first dance... didn't go! nobody really went. nobody i really knew went, anyway. and it was just free pizza and soda and candy... yeah i know, "omigosh free food!" you needed your ASB/ID card to get in, and one kid didn't have it, so he waited for his mom to bring it to him. you also needed a signed permission slip. one kid forged his dad's signature. so yeah, there you have it. i wonder how it went. all black and orange. apparently the kids stand in a circle and jump. and sort of dance, and hang out and hug and chase each other around, oh and of course... eat the free food. hello? FREE FOOD why don't you take advantage of it?
i gave out a few hugs myself, yay!
so yep that's pretty much it for halloween. i saw a little girl at my brother's school/my elementary school wearing this little pumpkin costume, she was so cute. and there was this third grader from my third/fourth grade class wearing this mask that when you pushed this pump or whatever, fake blood came down from the top of the plastic enclosing mask. it was freaky at first, but then it was cool.
a friend of mine was a bar of soap/cheese/whatever you wanted him to be. it was just a cardboard box with three holes cut out for the head and arms. haha, yay.
some people wore the same costume again. others didn't wear a costume. there were no m&m's this year at the party! that sucks! i love m&m's! ooh, i got ghost dots, though. :) me.
smiley me, happy me, *happy dance*.
that's a jennifer phrase, DON'T STEAL IT!
haha love you guys, happies halloweens, ttyls!

Happy Halloween

i don't really like saying happy halloween, because it's the day of the devil and i'm Christian and i don't celebrate halloween, so telling everybody to have a happy one is sort of hypocritical in a way.
but yeah... tired now, going to go to sleep. blog more on halloween tomorrow. but i guess... happy halloween, you know? get the candy, but it's all sugar-coated.
if you get what i mean.
night, love, jennifer

"All About Love" ~ a poem

so beautiful and so perfect
i watched him go
and i cried
but i didn’t say a thing because i knew even if i did,
he wouldn’t have listened
because he loved me and it hurt too much
i asked the One with the reasons why
and He said "because I love you"
and then i ask
why is it all about love
when you make my heart break inside?

I Miss You Guys

seriously, i do. been kind of bored and kind of busy and kind of jumping around all week. trying to get up in the mornings... impossible. i just can't do it. which is really sad!
some weird updates... yeah, so. you know how when you go to get your hair cut, the hair cutter always cuts your hair an inch shorter than what you want it to be? 1 inch becomes 2, 2 inches become 3, and so on. and they are horrible at halves. 2.5 becomes 4, or even 5. hello? did you ever graduate from kindergarten? it's like, simple math here! but yes i did get my hair cut like two weeks ago - i was actually going to blog then, but never finished, saved it and never got back to it. ha!
currently experimenting with different blog backgrounds. i love dots - yes that's what this one's called - but i want some notebook/scrapbook thing, which i know will look really cool. i have a few that i might put up, only problem is it deletes your widgets, so i won't be adding any soon, which brings me to my next topic. but all the widgets i have right now are saved onto my computer so i'm good - unless there's some huge virus that comes and invades, and wipes out my entire hard drive. ouch!
about widgets... looking for a text scroller thing, so that i can generate one to scroll this really sweet poem i found online. *ahem, ahem, cough cough*. haha, yeah, it's great, it's titled "you" i bet you won't find it on google unless you know the site name! thanks a bunch sam d. >.<
what else... ooh, tons of math homework tonight. should go work on that. like right now. i really don't like my math class... way boring, way repetitive. i remember blogging about that sometime... see first posts!
gettin facebook soon when i'm thirteen, so i can finally start distracting myself more!
halloween's tomorrow, will post again tomorrow promise promise promise.
i thought i'd actually get a bunch of posts in this month, but hey... things change!
because these things will change, can you feel it now? these walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down, it's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win!
love taylor swift, she's my favorite singer. song? change, from her new album fearless... out nov 11!
twilight out nov 22, for those obsessed edward cullen fans, twilight fans, bella fans, jacob black fans, renesmee fans, alice fans, etc, etc, etc. oh oops, gave out a spoiler there... for those who haven't read breaking dawn, you won't know!
and that's a haha to you!
ttfn!

Life Goes On

seriously, it does. it doesn't stop to wait for you a second when you really need it.

10.13.08, aprox 2:30am... woke up with a stomachache, thought it was just because i was cold and got an extra pillow from my parents' room... o.O... tried going back to bed with the pillow, didn't help much. got out of bed, went back to my parents' room looking for this ointment thing that's supposed to sooth stomachaches and various pains, etc. didn't find it there, went into the bathroom and found it in my brother's area... zohhmg... i tried using it, it seriously didn't help. i think i reacted to it, which made it worse.
10.13.08, aprox 2:50am... couldn't stand it, couldn't sleep, went to find my dad. tells me to go back to sleep, which is a smart thing to do.
10.13.08, aprox 3am... stomacheache goes away, falls back to sleep.
10.13.08, aprox 6am... wakes up again, stomache hurts... thinks -.-... forces self to ignore the pain and drifts back into sleep.
10.13.08, aprox 6:30am... alarm rings, spirit105.3 starts playing. is way too hot under a million covers and that one pillow.
10.13.08, aprox 6:45am... second alarm rings (the last one, i have three but i only turned on two), really need to get up and get dressed and eat breakfast and rush out the door... stays in bed, X].
10.13.08, aprox 6:55am... dad comes upstairs, asks how i'm feeling. starts talking about pineapples, which actually has something in common with my stomachache. i think i ate too many last night during dinner, =/. tells me to get up, then asks if i want to stay, i think... we decide i'm getting up.
10.13.08, aprox 7am... dad comes upstairs again, tells me to get up or i'll be late.
10.13.08, aprox 7:05am... actually gets out of bed, puts on jeans and a t-shirt... somehow it takes five minutes...
10.13.08, aprox 7:10am... gets hair in a ponytail in three minutes... whoo...
10.13.08, aprox 7:13am... gets downstairs, pulls on aeropostale sweatshirts... amazingly warm inside of it, though i thought when i put it on, i'd freeze to death in it. dad goes, "hmm, it's 7:13 already." no comment from me. stare at food, try the soup, am completely unhungry... dad tells me i have to eat something, take two miniscule bites out of the plum and leave the kitchen.
10.13.08, aprox 7:15am... brings backpack downstairs, loads lolcatz eraser... =]... dad packs lunch, i go get socks (i seriously go up and down the stairs at least five times after breakfast, ((more like ten)) every morning i have to leave for school before i actually walk out the door), grab p.e. clothes and backpack, put on shoes and am out the door... yay, slow morning conquered? not quite.
10.13.08, aprox 8:15am... first period honors language, stomach hurts a little, possibly from plum.
10.13.08, aprox 9am... second period science, hungry.
10.13.08, aprox 11:27am... no appetite, forces down most of the sandwich, throws away crust and two 2-inches in diameter bread circles, o.O.
10.13.08, aprox 1:30pm... finally wakes up, i think. victory for jen... =].

so seriously. now i have a minor headache, but at least my stomach doesn't hurt anymore. i tried taking a shower at 5pm and fell asleep on the couch to the rythym of my brother tippity tapping away on the laptop... now he makes me use the laptop cuz he wants to use the other computer, haha.
i took the shower... yeah, yay... and put on the sweatshirt again.
I THINK SWEATSHIRTS MAKE ME SLEEPY.
supposedly doing educational homework, instead am blogging, talking on google chat, and eating a punch a-licious yogos roller (yogos rollers? that's what it says on the wrapping), from kellog's.
maybe the yogos will help me catch up to the 12 hours i've missed, working my way through the morning and part of the afternoon?
hopefully.
love, jennifer

Faded Denim

i think the world needs a blog specifically centered on things that make you cry, smile, and maybe laugh a little at times, even when you think you can't. because a lot of the time, life isn't perfect, and you mess up, and there are things you go through that break you apart. sometimes you feel so much pain that you don't know how to deal with it. and sometimes you want someone so much that it hurts and kills you. but nobody wants to die.
which is why i started faded denim - because there just might be someone out there who really needs something torn, faded, old, and familiar to get them through the day. a pair of jeans that fit perfectly and are beautiful even though they weren't the most expensive thing in the world. a pair of jeans that've gone with you through countless nights lying awake, the tears softening up the fabric. the happy moments when you wrote down a word or drew something on the endless blue to remember it. and the one time it hurt so much that you didn't know whether to laugh or to cry.
a piece of faded denim... you put it on, and you can feel it all, take it, smile or cry, and it'll be okay. just another memory to get you through life. just so you can live, love, and laugh.

Justin

type of feature
name of feature
country
continent
lol
latitude & longitude
justin
easyyyyyyy
justinng13
america
north america
48n 118w
=]
lol
woohoo!
number 2
justin's clone
justingg13
america
north america
48n 118w
lol
and so on, and so on
next day:
big fat F
:{
lol

Spookyy

my waffles! *steals*
*steals syrup*
*steals cookies*
*steals m&m's*
*steals fudge*
*steals whipped cream*
*steals ice cream*
*locks football in chest haha now she can't get my precious football*
:o
*thinks*
*knocks out spooky, steals key, unlocks chest, takes football*
*wakes up* my football no!!!!!!!
*runs*
*picks you up and bear hugs* gimme it back!!!
*hugs back, throws football into the sea*
=[
oh no =[*
jumps into the sea, falls down waterfall*
*looks for fball*
*dies in water by shark*
*kills shark and brings jenny back to life* =]!!!
rather have you than the stupid fball
:D awwwww spookyy

Vincent is Tickled Pink

vincent (blank) has kidnapped you
eeeepers
you are being ransomed
i payed so he let you go
did he do anything to you?
he made me laugh
how =o
wasn't it torture?
psst, mime.
he tickled you?
lol
vincent is tickled pink
with feathers
with purple feathers
pink?
i have
a blog
O.O
i'm gonna put vincent is tickled pink on there
okaaa?
.......
lol
you want to see my blog first?
explain <.<
a blog
like
he tickled you with feathers?
where i post things
lol
nooo
mime vincent
laugh emote?
poked you?
yes
laugh emote
where =o
mime event!

(History of) Rocky Road Ice Cream...

... is only my favorite ice cream in the world! i've had nothing but vanilla up until i was eight, so if you'd asked me what my favorite flavor of ice cream was any age under eight, i would've answered vanilla.
then global warming hit and everything was changed drastically in my ice cream flavored world.
haha. just kidding. (global warming's changing the enviornment drastically, though. so don't forget that. oh, and did you know only about a sixth of an ice berg sticks out? freaking sweet!)
i was home schooled up until second grade, so that's why i had vanilla vanilla vanilla ice cream. my dad was the one who bought all the ice cream and scooped all the ice cream (until i was maybe six. then i started scooping my own ice cream and gave myself extra, XD), but then i started public school and wha-la! jennifer's ice cream world's flavors expanded by a bazillion. :)! and rocky road is the best!
another interesting fact you might want to know: like the vanilla being the only flavor i'd tasted until age eight, the only music i listened to - besides the hymns at church and the chinese hymns on tapes all over the house - was classical music, in the car on the radio. why? my dad was the one driving and he always turned on the radio. my brother and i? we didn't really care, what else were we supposed to listen to, or wanted to listen to? oh, some chinese folk tale? nah, not so much.
so again, until second grade we ate only vanilla ice cream and listened to only classical music (KING 98.1fm) in the car. ha, were we "deprived of a normal childhood"? not really. or yes, until age eight. it wasn't so bad, i still answered vanilla as my favorite ice cream up until maybe... fifth grade? yeah i know, seriously. why? 'cause after vanilla came strawberry and chocolate! standard flavors, standard answers.
i actually didn't really mind it. oh, did i mention we also had the whole mix of it? neapolitan ice cream! yes, seriously. but like i said, i didn't care too much. vanilla ice cream is still one of my top five favorites (who can't love it, truthfully?) and strawberry and chocolate are still... hmm, actually higher on the list than vanilla oreo ice cream!
but did i mention i tune myself out whenever classical music comes on? seriously, i can't hear it!
<3 you all, have a scoop of that rocky road for me, i can't have any more tonight! ;)!

Rain

anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain. - anonymous

it just came down. i once wrote a poem about rain... disappeared with the other ones, i guess. makes me sad... :{... i want those back so bad. but yeah, i'm probably not going to get them back.
rain is like... the annoying tapping of fingers drumming on a desk over and over again, and it drivse the heck out of you the first time you hear it, but then you get used to it, and you fall asleep to it. which is exactly like rain, you might wish it to stop, but then you get to know it and love it and when you wake up and it's still there, raining, waiting for you. and you get dressed and run out the door and go dancing in the rain. and it's beautiful. and it's the only thing that knows that part of you that only rain can bring, and that's why it's your little secret, and it's why you walk right into it. so that your hair gets wet and you taste raindrops and you feel them on your skin, and your jeans get a thousand shades darker and your top sticks to you.
and that's what you love about rain.

Cookies n Cream Onions

it's just a random thought, but i wonder what they'd taste like. it's just like... hmm, instinct i guess, that people usually like cookies n cream without even tasting it or knowing what it is. it just sounds so good, cookies plus cream, like vanilla cream filling in chocolate oreos :)! oh, i also love pudding, vanilla, chocolate, and tapioca are my favorite, but then those are basically the only flavors, haha.
but i'm getting off the topic that's not really a topic but i'm blogging about it, anyway. i don't see how people actually cry when onions are present. it's like, what kind of idiot gets onion juice in their eye? nearly impossible, unless you're stupid, ha! and yes, onions kind of have this i don't know... hazy thing that makes you feel like you're walking in some sort of dream or something, it's really weird. but when onions are peeled and fried and cooked with tomatoes and eggs, it is so good! one of the best simple chinese dishes ever!
but yeah. the internet is finally up again from yesterday's hmm, "deprivation" for me (blogged about the internet on misc thought). i actually needed it yesterday, instead i'm stuck doing extra homework, -.-! anyway, once i finished my happy dance from the internet working again i just randomly thought, cookies n cream onions! which is actually kind of cool.
so yeah. oh and i'm having trouble spelling cream today. you know the spelling 'crème'? it's like, french, i think. anyway, that's one way to spell it, only this is the united states and we don't usually spell maybe, 'whipped cream', like that. so i'm spelling 'cream' with an 'e' at the end, which is actually driving me crazy.
okay i just hit a major blank out and i can't think of any more random things to blog about, so i'm going to wrap it up, like now.
oh, we had open house yesterday night, and it's just open house-ish, of course. teachers always seem excited, i have no idea why. it's like, hello, you're meeting my parents! gahh! haha!
i get social studies homework tomorrow, because i wrote a zero that looked like a nine, for the question: what is the exact date of the last day of the eighteenth century? the answer? december 31, 1900. oh oops... see i just typed 1990 and had to delete, i keep thinking it's 1990 now... arrgh!!
but it's okay, i'll live, i always just deal with it... 'cause what else am i supposed to do?
loves ya's, post later!