Dear, You... Love, Me

dear you,
hey so... i really don't know why i'm doing this, exactly? heck i guess it's not really motivation. maybe i've gotten a little crazy over the past year and i just want to do something that really tells the world something about me? gosh, i don't know. it's a blog, lol. aren't they like, supposed to be up there for the world to see?
so i'm leaving tonight, well technically tomorrow and i won't be back until like sunday... you know something about me? i get excited to go places but then like on the day i'm leaving i just don't want to go anymore. it's like i freak out. weird, right?
that song... i miss you? by blink 182? yeah well... i listen to it because... sometimes you miss a person and the only thing you have left of them at the moment is one song. and even if you don't like it, you still listen to it because you love the person more than anything else that really matters. so like... love counts more than some song you listen to. that's why i listen to it... listen to your song.
but tell me this: is it really love if he's breaking your heart?
love, me