Dear, You... Love, Me

dear you,
guess what? 16 year olds' hearts melt. so i bet you're excited for november. you turn 16 and you'll be just waiting for your heart to start dissolving. jenny thought.
i promise i won't change. or at least, i'll try not to. as long as you don't say you look dumb, because you don't. like i said, i wouldn't lie to you. except when i said i hated you, because i don't. haha, i knew him forever, no i wouldn't like him. you'll be 20 in five years. we'll see what happens. of course, i'll be like... 18 then. who knows what i'll do.
i promise i'll jump into your arms though, like i will name my first daughter jessica.
hahahahaga, of course you want me to like you. what would you do without me? random letters are so beautiful. it's love at it's simplest. it's just sometimes, i'm up late and i have no one to talk to and i imagine something, anything, maybe even someone and i write. and it's cool, it really is. it's the sweetest thing to me. it's sort of like talking to myself, but it's not. because i'm talking to you.
i like your random numbers. they make me smile. when i'm talking to you and i try not to laugh, i make goofy faces. i will not have 3,737,477,374,662,683 boyfriends. i promise you, i will not. funny you stayed up an extra hour and didn't get in trouble. it's magic.
you know, one of the things i will have to do when i see you is make you dance in the rain with me. we'll put 1, 2, 3, 4 on loop and we'll dance to it for an hour and we won't want to stop. haha, by then it is believable you'll have 45,668,799,393,885,959 girlfriends.
i want to be a doctor. just letting you know.
i like to think that this is the kind of guy i'll fall in love with. i want to be happy when i'm 26 and doing everything i don't need to think about now. being with a kind of guy like you will be amazing.
i'm glad, too. good night.
love, me